Ocean Love

For my beloved, Iris. I dreamt of you last night, it was just normal, or so I thought. I tried to find you but you keep hiding, was it my fault? it was never my fault, you know that. but if you say so, im willing to accept the lie you're going to make. — You are more than just you, more than enough. no words can describe you, my love. my love for you is like the ocean, infinite, and too deep. too deep to the point you don't know what's beneath that deep ocean love of me for you. you flow with me, going deeper to explore what's inside of my deep ocean love for you. You're lovable, Iris. How can you not see it? Sometimes I can't read you. I can't identify you, always. how can I? you were never mine. and you can't be mine, Iris. I'm willing to love you till I'm dead. if only a corpse can love, I would love you even if I'm a corpse. if only a ghost can be seen, it will show you the love she have for you. ghost, corpse me will show you the ocean love. though I'm alive, I can't show you the ocean love I always wanted to show you. it's a sin, loving you was a sin, Iris. if only, if only it's not forbidden. I will show you the ocean love. -Rie