obsess, infatuate, & addict

when an infatuation becomes an obsession it starts as, "wow, i love your hair!" and soon it becomes, "you bought a new shirt!" and then, "you wrote about me in your journal." and eventually you forget about your own life you're so focused on theirs you can't remember what you did 5 minutes ago you don't know your name you aren't sure when your birthday is you have no idea where you live it's all about them the one the one who calls to you like a dog to a bone in such a way that you are more than obsessed you are like a puppet being manipulated every bit of energy is wasted to stalk them and they have no idea just how addicted you are to them. they view you as a normal human, but you're not. that level of obsession is not normal. not one bit. but it is to you and you don't even notice how attractive they seem to you and before you know it you're like a glue stick, binding you two together unwillingly. and soon you will do harm, and not only to them but yourself also. you will live in a trance where the only thing you can see is them. you practically live through their eyes and do everything they do and like everything they like. and you have completely lost yourself. turn back now.