Numbness

I still believe standing alone,thoughtless,emotional less as you turned your back on my face was the most beautiful moment I learnt to live without emotions at that moment I learn ro be still and motionless when there is nothing u can do I had been completely drawn to you your smile,and it all but the moment you decided to leave the bond scrambled down like a sand heap tasting water for the very first time.. I saw you leave i saw me stand speechless .. The problem , is that i dont miss the feeling, the numbness so that's why i will never chase after you.