Number or whatever

im not like others. But liveing here isent forever. I know im in government hands. But I want to choose where to go. I dont want to be thrown somewhere I don't want to be. So please don't let that happen, is all. Please, it's all I'm saying. I never meant to screw up. And say that I want to leave where I am now. But I know it's not forever, so I want to choose where to go. where to live, not not government choosing it. Throwing me somewhere like I'm nothing but garbage. Nothing but a number or whatever.