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Ouch ! My heart aches Again I don't want to feel I guess I have to flee I wish I was there I wish you were here And at the same time I do not wish you are around me . I'm helpless! I wish my dream could play in reality Memories of the past haunt me I close my eyes from seeing you But I can't stop my heart from feeling . Sigh ! I guess very few choices are final I'm not even sure I feel it in the heat of the day And in the cold nights . Is it Admiration ? Is it Affection ? Is it Love ? I guess I know what it is Should I show it Is there a need to Would it matter I hope am not late . I think my heart is bipolar Fuck it anyway !!! Love is not for everyone I don't know why I still try .