"numb"

...I try and run but the shadows always find me..... ..the light blinding...... ......and I look up........to find I'm numb so fucked up....I succumbed ...to suicidal thoughts .as I rot.... always alone.. .but the devil always talked..... about... killing v everyone I love.. .so now I don't love..... anything I care about.....so I care for the blade .... only... know that... .I'm going to be toyed with in hell ........read a book in brail cus apparently I'm blind to see ....I'm nothing..... I'm fucked up .....I deserve to......die.....