Numb

I've felt this strange numbness more lately. Like theres something missing. Like theres nothing in my head. Like I have no soul. No life. No friends. I dont have a future, or any plans. I feel like i dont belong into this world. I dont think I can bring it into words. I feel like i'm stuck, stuck at being sad all the time. But empty describes more the feeling of mine. I dont want to eat and I dont want to wait. Wait for someone to get me some help. So probably i'm just gonna attempt. But since i'm such an failure I would even fail myself.