Numb

Is it okay to not feel anything?- I ask myself Is it okay to be all by yourself? Once again the question is asked - and i don't know the answer. Questions so simple but frightening on the inside. Is it odd to not feel anything? Tears coming down my cheek but my heart is so calm like the silence after the storm. Feeling alone in the crowd, feelings too heavy for someone so young. Emotions were too strong at some point it broke the scale and now I'm feeling numb like the silence after death.