now I realize

all my life I pretended to be fine all my life I thought u would change but now I've just realized that me keeping quiet and keeping my pain to my self pushed u away u always said I was so insecure with small things and that I must grow up well now I'm grown I'm a very confident person now I realize that if u loved me then u would have loved me for who I am not what u want me to be I guess it was better if we stayed friends