Now and then

I was a victim in my past. Now I am a savior. I have to jump loop. To get where I am now. I was weak then. Now I am stronger. But I still have bad days. I still have that fear of unhappiness. Not because I am not free from the one who took my power away. It is because back then I didn't have control of myself. But I do see it now. That's what's in front of me. It is something I have to find deep down in myself. I didn't see it then. But now I see it. Picture the perfect moment. I choose me over you. The past doesn't matter. Because now I making choices for myself. Take back what you have taken. Now I open doors. That you have closed. Back then I didn't have the tool. Now I have the keys of hope. I live the life I should have. Before you took it away. Now I am free from myself. Back then I have no control over my life. Now my life belongs to me. You are not part of me now. Back then you control me. Now I am pushed through. Now is the time. To push all that natively away. Because back then I wasn't strong enough. But now I am strong enough to move mountains. It's now or never.