Nothing To Lose

Trying to hold on to my life, cause I'm afraid to let go. I tried to hold back my tears but I still let it show. I wanna take up my cross, but I always lose focus. I've been down and depressed, and no one even noticed. I've been attacked and oppressed by all these GIANTS. To keep myself from having an angry outburst I just practice silence. I should deny myself. I should preach the Good News. I know with following Jesus I have nothing to lose.