Nothing in this world is mine

My eyes follows your direction making me see your gorgeous smile, making me blush seeing you laugh, its the first I felt this way tho I know it'll hurt so bad I always thought your mine even tho it's just my mind, my heart goes crazy whenever I see you, my heart plays like a music that's my favorite, but I always feel confused, I don't know if my feelings are true, I guess it's a crush but I saw you with someone I felt a knife stabbed my heart it was bleeding but you couldn't see through, I was hurt but I can't let anyone see this cause I know I don't have the right to feel envy when your not even mine to begin with, I lost my sight when I see you always with her, my heart is throbbing whenever I glance at you smiling at her. and not me, I get it she has blonde hair with ocean blue eyes I have plain black with dark brown eyes she has it with her body I GOT nothing with my own body I guess she won and I lost but that's how it always been from the start, Cause nothing's in this world is really mine..