Nothing & No one

Nothing... Again. I have done, ABSOLUTELY nothing. Why am i so lazy? So dissapointing and ugly. I wish to be better. I wish to see myslef doing... Something. Im always on my phone which after a whole day, i put aside just to cry and then seek comfort in it again. Yet no texts, calls or worried people. People who care. Just nothing and no one... Not here and not there... Absolutely nowhere...