Note to self

Everyone has thier fare share of being evil, I alone have this evil thing inside my head part of my personality and I fully intend to have that suppressed coz a long time ago, I decided I no longer wan't chaos and disruptions by fighting evil with evil just to realize after, "I was never really different from them", different is what I want and peace of mind and finding the right people to surround me has been my goal. Life is a beautiful journey, made decisions that would minimize the pain amidst the twisted manmade reality. Align with a purpose and never let yourself stuck on being part of that stupid pain spreading spree pattern your whole life, try the other side, uncomfortable as fuck but it's stupidly hilarious.