not yet

Today, I saw emptiness in my eyes My heart was screaming inside me with pain, but I couldn't utter a single word... I wanted to speak, I wanted to try, but the words wouldn't reach my lips Tears welled up in my eyes, a familiar sight I was repeatedly screaming everything out... but without words I was afraid, what if I closed myself off again after opening up? And finally, the one line that escaped my lips was truly from my heart - 'I'm not ready yet, I can't do it'