Not worth the pain...

In my life, nothing was special before you arrived, Each moment felt empty, just sorrow inside. But when you left, everything changed, The joy in my heart vanished, every day feels estranged. Studying feels pointless, everything feels incomplete, In my family, no one understands, it’s all bittersweet. There are a few who listen, but they can't truly see, How much can I share? It’s hard to just be. Without you, everything seems so bleak, No matter how I think, living without you feels weak. Somewhere deep down, I long for your return, Quietly in my heart, your memories still burn. I know I should think that you're not worth the pain, Yet deep inside, without you, I struggle to remain. This turmoil in my heart tells a story so true, Of my restless longing, wishing to have you.