Not Them (Part-3)

Like I said, the time between us feels borrowed - Instead of growing closer to you, I'm hollowed Frankly, I'll be man enough to say: I'm not man enough - to trust and give my whole to one soul. It's rough That's not on you - it's a me thing hell, I'm not even close with my own sibling Anyway - back to you I can't get enough I feel blue When you don't spam me the way you used to It's my fault - I wanted space I thought I wanted to slow down the pace This "love" thing is hard One minute I want you, the next I want to be away- like some lonely vanguard I'm not them I don't know what to say or do How to act around you - it all still feels new