Not the best, but my all

You know I can't say anything nice about me You know that I'm not hot You know that I'm not really kind or friendly But what I do know, I know my obsession, and you're at the top of the list I like it when I look into your eyes too I like the emotion they hold I love their depth They may be the same colour as his, but yours hold the light that his never had In the closet or even still questioning, I'll come out of it just for you I may be flawed, but My dedication to you is impervious You know I'm not that nice, But to you and your siblings, I will be I may not be that friendly, But to you and your friends, I will be I may not be that respectful, But to you and your family, I will be I may not be who you need, But, I'll try to be the one you deserve