Not So Innocent Sin

I searched all 7 seas to find myself, I & da real me all these men N my bed these jealous women N my head God gave me joy love, hope and peace For the whole bloodline but some of us chose to be blind this time I'm going heal me(×2) I can see myself Moving up this time I'm going help me(×2) I can feel myself losing touch it's not my fault imma artist imma visionary, mentalist a perfectionist and intelligent poetic type executionist I barely can see my dream as a start to realness I get overly stimulated and now I am rebellious with sm stillness sometimes I wish my poems went hard like they used to maybe because my haters trying to use that voodoo but not knowing they shit stinks none of them are roses but they thought I was weak but I God was with me like Moses there is no point in crying these MFS hate my soul I so like I gotta watch my enemies Because I gotta pay the toll it would be nice if there wasn't 3 But player 1, player 2 player 3 Neva beat me on boss mode The truth won't set them free one of them wants to be me one wants to non friend in me When I am filled with glee because God heard my plea and now I can be free because from them I want to flee of imma