Not my First

He wasn't my first Not my first love I had others earlier But when I met him It felt right He love me right He cared truly He knew I wasn't perfect Yet he stood by me -he loved me He didn't hold back He was open to me He was vulnerable That, when he left all the others I met didn't match him I searched for bits of him in others and found none this with those before him never happened I missed him a lot I felt lost all the time But today, I decided to find To ask if he too feels like I do To let him know -I miss him -I love him -He's the only one I love -I want him for myself always though He wasn't my first Not my first but I need him I love him