not my fantasy to have

I escape I crawl away and read I put myself into these story more than I should all to run away I want to disappear into these stories, get absorbed by these characters they way I do them I need a road to go down, a place I can go with no need to divert I don't want to think, I just want to read these are not my stories these are not my character they are not my fantasies to get lost into but I do Just to be a little selfish with every word I read