not ment for you

i always wanted it to be you untill i realized that you just didnt wanted to. i wanted it so bad untill i forgot all i was praying for instead. i wanted just to found the Person who holds my hand and who wont let got when things go unplaned. i wanted someone who shares my dreams and carry my fears and someone who loves and washes away my tears. no i just wanted someone who never makes me cry who gives me a reason to try and try and try. i wanted to find armes that would hold me strong in the darkest nights and the heaviest Storm. i searched for eyes i could get lost at and someone to share my dreams and share my bed. eyes like yours so trustend brown i searched for my King but wheres your crown? i really thought it could be you and i hoped and prayed and wished for it too. but you werent the one and you will never be. and im sorry for that but im finally free. free from hopeless dreams and sleepless nights free from 'nothings like it seems' and baseless fights. its hard to say but now i can see we just werent ment for each other you werent my king and i wasnt you queen. so go ahead, i will do too someday you will find someone someone whos really ment for you.