Not HIm

I realized something today,you aren't what my heart displays.I realized my heart's always been empty to you,and what is thought i knew would never be true.you where never my one and only,all you do is make me feel lonely.your not my ride or die,nor my silver tie.  You dont have his brown eyes or blond hair,you dont have his smile that makes me stare.you dont have his laugh that fills the place,or his voice that makes me stare into space.  You don't have his careful look,you don't have his ga4ze that makes me shook. You dont have his knowledge he got from books,you dont have his lies I mistook.you are not him