Not Happy

These last few days I went out to meet people People were smiling and laughing I also smiled and laughed along with them But why I don't feel like I really smile or laugh I feel like it wasn't a real smile I feel so much fake And I started asking myself What is happiness How does it feel to be happy A tiny voice in my head told me ''This world is not a happy place but full of pains. It is for people to be tested. Heaven are.''