Not everyone deserves you

Not everyone one deserves you they laugh at your pain celebrate at your downfall who deserves me I ask a question that keeps blooming deep in my mind hovering around my thoughts a question that keeps me awake even parents won't understand because they are sometimes there ones who makes you question yourself misunderstanding us judging us failing to know us but first to see what wrongs we do if not our parents deserve us then who Do i even deserve my self there are days where I promise myself to do something but I end up not doing it the pain of questioning yourself