Not Enough

The others were right, my style is off. I don't dress my age. I'm not enough. I'll just get a new wardrobe, It's not that big of a deal The others were right, I'm too much. I'm too bubbly and childish. I'm not enough. I'll just act like them It's not that big of a deal. The others were right, my body is wrong. I have too much weight. I'm not enough. I'll just work until I'm too tired to keep going It's not that big of a deal. The others were right, I need to be smarter. A 4.0 doesn't cut it. I'm not enough. I'll just spend all of my energy on work until I'm too stressed to do anything It's not that big of a deal. The others were right, through and through. But I've changed myself now. Am I enough? I look in the mirror and don't recognize myself. Who is she? She's not valuable. You can't love her. She'll never be enough. I think I miss the old me.