Not Enough

I loved you too much, you didn't love me enough when you went away I'd be so sad when I talked about my feeling you'd get mad I cared way to much, I know you never cared, but put on a great show you took the very best I had didn't even see you were hurting me bad I'm tired of your half ass attempts to straighten me out when you left all the dents some days were ok I guess but you always managed to be in some mess drama with your ex, secret conversations your failed attempts to control your temptations giving to others what you should've given me while I was trying to show you my loyalty and if there something that hurt the worst that'd be the thing you run too first you let me keep trying my best while u would show such little interest along you would try and say that it was my anger that had pushed u away when anyone would know that was a reaction blaming me was always your way af distraction I loved you too much through to much shit you didn't love me enough but wouldn't admit that I deserved so much more than having to pick my heart up off the floor then realized how stupid do I look and thought to myself is there a such thing as an emotional crook???