Not enough

Breathing near you close to touch but the feeling of distance surrounding us The arms I wish would hold me, linger to the side of the phone instead of my body  Those lips I once kissed ,pushing me away like I'm unwanted  The overwhelmed thoughts and emotions of you no longer loving me  The silence that holds me hostage at the side of your bed  The words you use to capavate me ,corruption of the mind and soul Missing you only to get pushed deeper into depression and loneliness  The memories from before play of repeat but wishing you would keep your promises…but never do  The still cold air on my already frozen body from which you make me suffer within , screaming for a chance at real love  Wanting to be good enough but shown I am replaceable and non existent unless convenient to your time frame  I guess this is what love is ,close but never enough Near yet so far away  The tears in my eyes wanted me to fold but I stay strong thru this pain  I am alone but I am strong  I am alone but I will not let you break me  I am alone but never will you devour me  Never, just lonely