not a loss

i saw a cliff and i thought about to jump i was scared and i was unsure where i would land but i knew thats exactly when you have to. So i did. its not about a Cliff and not about a jump. its about you and me and everything between. its a about a Story that nerver really began So its a Story that never would end. they say you have to fight for what you want and i did and now im not Sure if i just should have quited. it wasnt a loss but it wasnt a gain and also if i never had you i still feel that pain. a pain of never being enough of never stay more than some nights of love thats so rought and a slowly dieing Light. there was s spark and im Sure of that you felt it too. and honestly im finally tired of trying to but you cant say i wouldnt've tried i did, i lost but it still held my Head high.