Not a coward

I am scared but not necessarily a coward I’m afraid of frogs and mostly snakes. i fear the things that lurk in the dark. and the future that's unknown I'm scared of standing in the edge of what was there and not introduced to what's here I'm scared to expose my fear or speak out my feelings no one really cares to hear But what scares me the most is being ugly in the eyes of someone who used to see me as their sun that really drains me to the core it really has no fun I'm scared but not necessarily a coward