"Nostalgia"

You're such a beautiful liar, You come and you go like a rolling tyre. The scent, the words, all keep a memory, Am confused and puzzled, help me make a theory! Late night talks, am there alone, I may shout in a crowd, but am unknown. Nostalgia, do you remember the days I'd stayed outside? They'd shout and I'd cry because I couldn't decide. This world, this room, I've been here for ages. Can't bear it all, can somebody break these cages! I talk it all out, hoping they'd understand. But they leave me there, worry as I stand. I smile, but there's a weight inside, Too heavy, that it got me thinking of suicide. Am not broken, just longing for love, comfort and care. Wish someone could notice, but this is unfair. ~Vee