Nosebleeds and Nausea

It's not hurting anyone if nobody knows Nosebleeds Headaches Nauseous Heartache Stumbling Shaking Sweating Heart racing It's not hurting anyone if no one knows Slowly killing myself Quickly forgetting myself Always excusing myself Always blaming myself Nosebleeds and headaches fill my days Waking up to blurred lines on a calendar Waking up to an unending thirst Unslept nights of broken promises It's not hurting anybody if no one knows Parting ways with my friends The heavy thoughts creeping in Find my legs just walking into The beginning of my fleeting bends The only person who'll hurt is me Inside and out of my body As long as I'm not hurting others I'll just make sure no one truly bothers It's not hurting anybody if nobody knows I'm not myself anymore I wake up with blurred visions for memories I fall asleep with blurred vision for comfort I'm waiting for my daily ritual of hurt My brain rewires and reworks Just to fit the emptiness of an empty bottle My soul is blackened with liquid burn Just to feel like I'm back when it was simple It's not hurting anyone Yet I'm slowly dying