Normal life

life is getting weird all of a sudden idk why but everything is just diffrent now and i hate it actually, i hate it so much i just wanna back to normal if there is a thing such as normal .... its a lie. i dont wanna normal life i dont want me that i used to be i want all the good memories i've been through and those people i've been with all these years but the bad things behind i just wanna be happy again like when i was with u :)