No words can explain

There is no words I could ever say to make it right , I still clearly recall our last night just as I do our very first and last good night making love to you till the morning light but now I messed up and can never make it right . the regret is extreme and deep sorrow that rocks me and I know I deserve it and I know you must hate me . my biggest mistake was setting you free. I never understood a man dying with unfinished business until the last day of you and me . my very soul is haunted and torn and for losing you I morn , my first love my baby my girl my world I'm ruined for life I should have made you my wife instead I only cursed myself to strife. I'm sorry Wendy Nicole Graham