no way out (part one-too long)

He came into my life  When I was just a little girl I was happy and young And then he changed my world One night I was in bed And he came in to say goodnight Except this time he took a little longer  Before he turned out the light He really hurt me that night  I didn’t know what to do I thought it happened to most To every little boy and girl I lay in bed that night  Hurting inside and out Tears running down my face As i tried not to shout out I put that tragic night  In the back of my head Playing games at school There was nothing to be said A year had passed along  And it happened again My mom was with a friend It was just me and him alone I sat next to him  Just watching the tv When he pulled me close to him And again molested me I thought it only happened once When I had done something bad But now I knew I was wrong I felt alone and sad A few years later  I got the courage to tell someone The police got involved I was hated my my mom She disowned me that day And stuck right by his side Saying I was attention seeking And that it was all lies In the end it got too much I told the police I lied Everything went back to normal I swear i wish I’d died