no voice

as you touch my skin my head begins to spin what to think and what to do, i scream at loud but yet no one is around i feel like a have no help not even from myself, i can't speak nor tweak because what happend makes me wanna leave, yet again another spam began in my head what to do but i feel so scared i can barely breathe the air trying look for air i cant repair the voice in me because it is no lo longer a pair with me.