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Its hard to tell what i am feeling right now i cant say its love and also i can't say its hate my emotions are just messed up forgot how to hold a pen and let emotions take control right now i even doubt i got feelings right now i am super dead inside but i keep on smiling though empty not feeling a bit of myself music keeping me company i really dont think i can lie anymore i bottled them feelings but its almost pouring over shit got sideways hope i will be okay or just let the demons take control