no place like.....

Another day, here and gone. This feeling I can't shake. This pain, this fear inside. It consumes me. Exhaustion grows as the anxiety floods all around. only ever wanted one thing,yet no matter the lengths gone to find it,to feel it, to keep it, it's unreachable. So I wonder does it exist. Is it real, or did I get lost down my own brick road looking for something that might only exist in my dreams.