~~~no perfect title ~~~

we now live in separate worlds aiming differently not connecting hearts for a whole. yet the heart never races differently.. we've gotten used to being away from each other.. both of us turning our love alarm off to avoid the embarrassment of being together pretending not to enjoy what we had but then the alarm rings out loud keeping us quiet.. both of us listening to the alarm ring but still fighting the innermost feelings.. feigning the fact that the space left in both our hearts has been filled but again and again the alarm rings out loudly..we both get teary knowing we still crave those times spent together, the snacks eaten together, the court visited once but we live in a world where we deem ourselves not compatible not because our genotypes don't match each other but because we keep denying the sound of the love alarm ringing inside us since none of us can hear them..my texts now spend three sunrise and sunsets in your DM with no replies to make it cold when the sun get scorching or heat to give it warmth when it's screaming coldd!!!!!! ~~~mediagirl~~~~