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how can it be so you love me yet you still play so many games do you want to say it's me every time you get caught unable to man up and admit fault of your behavior instead you put the page get mad threatened act stupid and call me out my name all because you get caught so now I've learned to keep my mouth quiet I'm not because you feel me and not because I believe you're b******* and lies just because don't even know my wonders I asked to go in your arms be close to you before your touch for your love at the same time you make me sick I thought that you do that with others something I can erase for my head or my heart to share a man like that would be one thing if you could be willing honest about it and you can't even do that can you instead of lies and abuse so I get in return return for what what's my game and all of this cuz I no longer see what I'm getting out of it besides heartache but you here is a lonely nights live and b******* or what and I'm oversee