no one knows

(comment your emotions right now and maybe i can turn it into a poem ) they don't know what or who i really iam one part inside me had the urge to just kill, kill myself and end it all , until i realise it wasn't even an ending point they don't know who i really iam , the other part of me wanna be alive and plant seeds all around i wanna get up and realise i can do it , there was no use of keeping u close to my heart a part of me would always keep us apart