NO ONE GETS IT

No one gets it that I become trapped in my mind And for that I wish not to exist Because my existence gather alot Alot alot alot..... painful memories so I open my eyes hurriedly to shut down dreams creating my existence No one acknowledges it that I'm a human with emotions They take my smile as my happiness Because of this unspeakable action I count down my moments of survival Moments that give hope and relaxation And finally,I think of a place where I will go unknowingly To only imagine life ,sweet like honey No one gets it That I simply want you to get me but you simply don't and it hurts This brings the hugging of my knees All day and night ..... At Least a friendly touch of my own that tells me to try get myself And I wish .......I do get myself 🥺 No one gets it