No Feeling

The feeling of having no feeling.. I've heard people say that... I've mocked at 'em.. The best feeling is whe you can feel happy... I said them.. It is when you can cry all your heart out..... I said them.. It is when you can be angry all you want... It only when you can express your feelings out you can feel alive and you'll be alive... yes... I mocked at 'em for not having no feeling at all.. but life takes turns in teaching you lessons... now I understand how they felt... the loneliness where you feel like you are sitting in the corner of an empty room even when you are in a room full of people.. the way you let out huge laughters when you are yearning for somebody's hands to reach out to you... Then comes the feeling of not having no feelings.... they say sometimes it makes you stronger... does it? But now I recognize them... all those who have the feeling of having no feeling.... I deeply, firmly understand you... ---ChOcO VaNilla