No Ears To Listen

I'm still here. I promised last time I wouldn't ever bother u again. And I know yr my family, & it's been so hard to make anyone see. All those years of mistreatment has changed & molded me. Yr actions really messed w my head. So many addictions on a daily basis had to be fed. Now older, I'm still all alone. Through the years, I had nothing but time. I have grown. The voices in my head still bother me. I'm just reaching out to u to see. See if I can get u to reach back to me. Still in fear of rejection, I gravitate towards u. I need u to just acknowledge me instead of push me further away. I've dreamed about this day & all the things I would say. And I want u to know that I still love u each & every day & in every single way. The same blood runs threw my veins just like u. Don't walk away. Please hear what I have to say. For so long I've not been heard. I was always told I was obsurd. All I could do was hang on to yr every word. And for so long, I believed u. But it's left me empty for many years searching for something new. Many things have happened to me & yet I've grown. It was time that I let u know. I no longer live in the past. I'm hear today to build a relationship to last. Time has healed all. . TBC