Nightmare and Dream

Extended Title: Nightmare can't be together with Dream I loved you before you loved me I was young then, you were two years older than me And just by chance, I liked the way you brought yourself around Completely surrounded, but you had your own thoughts you spoke aloud I liked that about you Because I had a lot I didn't like about me However through endeavor, I chanced my way to you for me It wasn't selfish I assume But it was awkward as I presume Little did that matter You are the one my heart utters Since then I became very cheesy I only wanted you for me I wanted your time, your attention, and your sleep But it backfired as I am the one losing the count of my sheep I couldn't go on like this, like a fight for my perfect man You promised you loved me, your love was water and I am the sand It just wasn't enough, like you walked but I ran We let time dictate what was for us I was headstrong, you'd thought it for lust And the moment came that made it clear You're just a dream and I am a nightmare.