New Years Night

It was new years night the day you said goodbye I know you didn't want me to cry you called me one last time it was the midst of summer I left that bummy town I do not know if you wished id stayed around it was a hot august the day I went without you would anything have changed if id fixed it too it was a sickening june evening I'd done it again I was sure I could not do it but i did it for a friend it's a cold october night I sit in my bed next to the light I'm the happiest I've ever been I'm me again