New year New heart?

New year has come Should heart start anew? When one experienced struggle In next chapter will it bloom? The many pain i gurgle And the loneliness that looms Wish in next experience Only the happiness grew Like a moon in the sky Sometimes you are shy I'm a martyr they say In your presence should i lay?? Wanting to start slow And let this feelings grow Hoping my affection reach The standards you preach They say time will tell And i firmly believe it Hoping this feelings would reach you And making the chapters with you