new person, same old mistakes

I told myself that I wouldn't go through this again but you proved me wrong your smile your eyes let alone your voice made me forget the promises I made to myself before the way my heart would flutter each time you did the smallest gesture made me believe that you were different I thought that maybe I was unlucky the first time and that you would never make me go through the same thing but I was wrong I was so wrong to believe that you were different but it's my fault for being naive I fell for everything you told me because a little voice in my heart made me believe everything you said the lies the excuses and the comments you said I believed it all because I thought you were different the moment when I woke up from my fantasy I started to realize that I had gone through this cycle before the cycle I never wanted to go through again the cycle I realized that I was wrong to believe the things that you said to me I was wrong to believe you when you said that you loved me because if you did you wouldn't have done this