new people

I hate meeting new people I act all happy for the first 30 mins until I get quite I quite, I let everyone speak I don't speak, after all I am the therapist I listen more then I speak I don't speak at all I rather stay quite and never talk meeting new people makes me anxious I feel stressed out when I need to meet new people I'm scared I try not to be but I'm scared and yes I might be happy but I'm just acting, I guess I'm good at hiding my emotions.. -Dorothy 10/29/23