never unconditional

I'm sorry if I'm annoying I've never known what it's like to be loved without being needed. I've always needed to provide something; a service, a gift, a vibe to be thought about. So I'm sorry if I ask you how you're doing too much I'm sorry if I ask if there's anything I can do too much I'm sorry if I try to spend money on you too much I'm sorry if I try to spend time with you too much See I'm only ever talked to when someone needs something from me. That's why being asked for space hurts me so much, because it seems like you don't need me. And you say that you're still there for me and you have been but you don't love me, you can't because you don't need me, so why would you ever love me?